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Tue, 17 Jan 2006 21:48:18 GMT

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Fri, 30 Dec 2005 17:31:43 GMT

"When It Isn't Like It Should Be..."

Why is it everything's all loneliness with me?
I guess sometimes I try too hard, and sometimes you cause it,
but it always carries on and on.
"What did you ever become?" you asked. I said,
"I was told to be smiles and bright eyed happiness,
but sometimes I can't find anything to laugh at."
"I don't want to be here." you said.
It seems like I almost always have that effect on everyone.
I say to myself, "You aren't the first one to think like me."
And I just want to be like everyone else.
Why can't I be everything to everyone else, or maybe just to you?
Just once I would like to be something.
And I wouldn't mind if you'd like to be with me.

saves the day, says it all.

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 17:24:15 GMT

i will be in florida, visiting my father for christmas from the 20th to the 30th. i encourage you to call me, for those of you who feel so inclined, and i will try to do the same.

you're beautiful.

but i'll miss you terribly.

what's the worst though, is that you'll be even closer, but yet still too far.

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 22:45:47 GMT

comment me to add. you want to. you want to.