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hiddenxvariable @ 2006-01-17T14:47:00

2006-01-17T21:48:18Z

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hiddenxvariable @ 2005-12-30T11:31:00

2005-12-30T17:31:43Z

"When It Isn't Like It Should Be..."

Why is it everything's all loneliness with me?
I guess sometimes I try too hard, and sometimes you cause it,
but it always carries on and on.
"What did you ever become?" you asked. I said,
"I was told to be smiles and bright eyed happiness,
but sometimes I can't find anything to laugh at."
"I don't want to be here." you said.
It seems like I almost always have that effect on everyone.
I say to myself, "You aren't the first one to think like me."
And I just want to be like everyone else.
Why can't I be everything to everyone else, or maybe just to you?
Just once I would like to be something.
And I wouldn't mind if you'd like to be with me.

saves the day, says it all.

hiddenxvariable @ 2005-12-19T10:14:00

2005-12-19T17:24:15Z

i will be in florida, visiting my father for christmas from the 20th to the 30th. i encourage you to call me, for those of you who feel so inclined, and i will try to do the same.

you're beautiful.

but i'll miss you terribly.

what's the worst though, is that you'll be even closer, but yet still too far.

hiddenxvariable @ 2005-12-03T15:45:00

2005-12-03T22:45:47Z

comment me to add. you want to. you want to.