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[December 30th, 2005] "When It Isn't Like It Should Be..." Why is it everything's all loneliness with me? I guess sometimes I try too hard, and sometimes you cause it, but it always carries on and on. "What did you ever become?" you asked. I said, "I was told to be smiles and bright eyed happiness, but sometimes I can't find anything to laugh at." "I don't want to be here." you said. It seems like I almost always have that effect on everyone. I say to myself, "You aren't the first one to think like me." And I just want to be like everyone else. Why can't I be everything to everyone else, or maybe just to you? Just once I would like to be something. And I wouldn't mind if you'd like to be with me.   saves the day, says it all. post comment

[December 19th, 2005] i will be in florida, visiting my father for christmas from the 20th to the 30th. i encourage you to call me, for those of you who feel so inclined, and i will try to do the same.    you're beautiful. but i'll miss you terribly. what's the worst though, is that you'll be even closer, but yet still too far. 1 comment|post comment

[December 3rd, 2005] comment me to add. you want to. you want to. 2 comments|post comment

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